I believe I've taken more L's than I could possibly count Everybody thought they had answers on how to get out So much false hope, lame motivational quotes We saw the warning signs, all we did was take Em for jokes Paid the ultimate price, I couldn't afford The debt Now my own morals just mutated as cordyceps Lost friends, lost fam, I forgot how to trust Together But all alone, I guess all that we got is Us, huh First into a world almost not worth living An orphan from the start was the hand that I was given The last of a dying pre-coincidental description They think me naive, but that's the only life I've been in Gotta keep a barricade close to the heart I've been lost in the dark, I've been pulled Ways apart When you let someone in, it's a double-edged Sword While we're clinging to a hope that's not Even assured When you're lost in the darkness And you find hope impossible to harness Look for the light inside and spark it And remember we gonna make it regardless When you're lost in the darkness And you find hope hard to harness Look for the light inside and spark it And remember we gonna make it regardless I still remember when everything was normal Not a care in the world, everybody was cordial Following suit like the dress code was formal Now it's like I stepped out the other side Of a portal Zapped to a land where nobody adheres to laws Set off so many shots, I'm suffering from hearing loss With no idea who we should be cheering for But I got a mission I gotta finish at any cost Crossed a couple highs, several lows, and we're still here This story sounds like fairy tales, but it feel real Bitten, supposed one-way ticket Wonder at first if I'm worth a second chance Mission Spinning out of control, trying to combat Immortal cells I really tried to do it on my own But I need some help, I don't wanna be alone Look, I stand corrected, touched by an unspoken lover's where I've been infected When you're lost in the darkness And you find hope impossible to harness Look for the light inside and spark it And remember we gonna make it regardless When you're lost in the darkness And you find hope hard to harness Look for the light inside and spark it And remember we gonna make it regardless Wanna believe there's an end to this pain I wanna believe my friends didn't go in vain Wanna believe I'm really making a difference But part of me keeps asking who I think I'm kidding I see her in my sleep, my dreams of better days Then I'm back in depression and pain soon as I wake Hoping and praying that maybe tomorrow's the day When everything fades away