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Mega Ran solo track, produced by Brian Altano, of IGN.
lyrics
Throat closing I’m feeling like I can’t get away
Breath shortening like I won’t see another day
Cold sweats, and sweaty palms,
Can’t seem to reach Any calm,
I close my eyes and pray the threat is gone
The cold flashes turn hot,
I Start sweating like I’m under the heater, but I’m not
I’m in bed, palpitations off the meter,
Can’t feel my face and i feel like I’m getting a fever
They say it’s in my head or just a sign of fatigue
but This feels so real i don’t know what to believe
Sick of being awake but scared to go back to sleep
Second time this week, this situation is deep
Got me scared to go outside and spend time with friends
Never know when, another episode will begin
Constant paranoia got my whole Body numb,
If I scream for help...will anybody come?
Better get back
I’m starting to feel like I’m under attack
I think it’s back
Getting the feeling I’m under attack
(2x)
Everything I go through
Can’t explain it I wish that I could show you
I could try but I’m knowing there is no use
Cause the pain’s unexplained and this thang ain’t a game, yeah
Trembling, sending
Chills down my spine,
When’s this, ending,
And What if I’m not fine
Sweating bullets, wanna take a walk but I’m scared
Unprepared for the strangers and all of the stares
Thinking worst case scenario, on my own block
I don’t even know my neighbors, what if they call cops
Will they care if I’m a rapper who don’t even cuss
Or would they see me as thug and just throw me in cuffs
Grab my cell to turn the podcast up,
Will they think I’m armed and put me down,
while I’m putting my hands up
Now I’m hurt from the stress, feel so certain I’m next
Cause I’ve seen dudes murdered for less
No rest, for the weary, I’m shaky,
Praying they don’t Take me,
Feeling like everyone but myself lately
In Darkness, heartless, I know that isn’t me
All this, loss just, gimme a victory.
Please...
Better get back
I’m starting to feel like I’m under attack
I think it’s back
Getting the feeling I’m under attack
(2x)
Everything I go through
Can’t explain it I wish that I could show you
I could try but I’m knowing there is no use
Cause the pain’s unexplained and this thang ain’t a game, yeah
credits
from Ghouls 'N Ghosts 4,
released October 27, 2020
Produced by Brian Altano
Mixed by Michael Gamarano
Mastered by Matt Weiss
“Mega Ran's proven he can excel in storytelling, punchlines, poignancy, freestyling and, well, pretty much any other way you
can measure an MC.”
— LA Weekly
An incredible impromptu "freestyle" MC, Ran's unique combination of fantasy and introspective hip-hop has found its way all over the world, into leading press outlets and most recently, into the Guinness Book Of World Records....more